The conclusion he finally reached was that the Lord wants us to make a difference in this world. That is what we are here for. We have been given this time on earth to grow and progress and make a difference. If we don't accomplish these things then our being here has no meaning for ourselves or for others.
Since I have been pondering his words, I have thought a lot about good old George Bailey from the movie, "It's a Wonderful Life". That movie always brings me to tears in the end. To see a man who thought his life didn't matter, to see a man who thought he was worth more dead than alive, to see a man who wanted a very different life from the one he had. We see that our thoughts can be very powerful and sometimes they can be very wrong. He had started to believe the words of Mr. Potter who's selfishness had great power to do a lot of destruction in the community.
Then in the end to see George realize that he not only mattered but that he had affected the lives of so many. He realized that he had been given the love of a wonderful family and to see that his life mattered to the whole community. He not only saw that he mattered to them but he saw that his friends and family would go to great lengths to help him out in his time of need. What had really changed in this story? George was able to see the real story and see the real truth, his life mattered and he did a great deal to make the world a better place.
One of the reasons I love that movie is that I feel like I can relate in so many ways. I want to be able to travel and see the world. I want to live in Hawaii, or at least somewhere sunny and warm. I want to be free from cares and responsibilities. I have a different plan for my life than God does and sometimes I wonder why he just can't see things my way.
Then I ask myself have I made a difference in the world? Well perhaps my life hasn't made as much of a difference as George Bailey's but I still wonder how I have made a difference. Has a talk I have given or a lesson at church made a difference to someone? Have I helped anyone to be a better person? How did my mission affect the lives of those I interacted with? How has my serving in church callings made a difference? How have my friendships mattered to my friends? What about my family? How has my life mattered to them? How has my job affected the lives of seminary students around the world? Perhaps someday I will know and see what my life has meant. Too bad I can't be given George Bailey's gift and see what the world would be like if I was never born. Sometimes you just wonder.
In the mean time I will just be thinking of ways that I can make a difference in the lives of others. Like this man in this video...
Or thinking about the good people are doing all around me like moms...
I guess I will just have to continue to think about how I can leave my mark on this world in positive ways. :)

2 comments:
What an awesome post! I am so glad you are such a deep thinker and I can learn from you :) You've definitely made a difference for good in my life and I am so very grateful that you are my friend!!!
Yea for good friends! What would I do without you darling? :)
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